RPF, Bradley/Colin (triggers: possible eating disorder, depression) Off camera, Colin is really extremely shy, especially around people he doesn't know well.

It was alright to harbor an unrequited crush on Bradley while it was just them and the girls. But with the new dynamic on set in S4, Colin feels like he's losing even his friend Bradley to the new 'more interesting' people. He can't change who he is, so instead of fighting for Bradley's attention, Colin rivets into himself, and soon the only time he's laughing is when Merlin is. With so many new people around, no one is watching him too closely, so when he forgets to eat time and again, no one notices. Until he collapses on set.

Bradley has always taken Colin's shyness for lack of interest, so he never said anything. Time for him to reveal his real feelings.

How To Fight Loneliness

Warnings: Eating disorder (food and body issues: anorexia), depression